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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Unclear Thinking

Right now I am sitting in a great friend's house, drinking a good cup of coffee, and getting ready to spend a fun and peaceful day at the lake...it seems like I'd have no worries at all, and yet my spirit is stirring and my mind constantly racing. See, I just left my wonderful job that I loved in California, along with my friends and home of almost 3 years. I'll be living the rest of this year as a "vagabond" among family. While I left with a clear goal and exciting vision, I am currently questioning everything about my decision and my life choices. ( For those who don't know, I'm joining the Peace Corps and leaving in Feb. for 2 1/2 years overseas.) I guess that's normal when a huge transition occurs, but I want to be able to trust God completely in this...maybe that's the problem - I don't have 100% confirmation that I'm making the best decision for His Kingdom and/or my life. Basically, I need to be on my knees 24/7. So, it's a good thing that that great friend I mentioned above and I are spending time daily in prayer. AND, if anyone reading this is a follower of Christ, I'd appreciate your prayers as well.